who is it?

dia ituuu orangnyaa tinggi, genduuut, makannya super banyaak, badannya mirip DIPSY trus GEER bangeet suka banget ngombal -_____-


dia ituuuu orangnya baaaaiikk, sabaaaar bangeeet :) ganteng hahahhaha 


my wish..


semoga dia tambah dewasa, selalu hidup dalam Tuhan,sayang sama keluarga,bisa jadi berkat buat temen2nya  dan semua orang :D oh iya semoga diaa juga tambah rajin belajar trus nilainya makin bagus dan semogaaaaa nem dia bisa membuat orangtuanya bangga sama dia :) 


THAT'S ALL 

ANGEEEEELLLLLL :**** | blog ga penting

yeess dapet ide sama my beloved flores MARIA ANGELINA HAPAN dia ngasih ide cemerlang tapi gila bangeettt hahahhaha sebernernya gua ga tau mau nulis apaa tapi ADA YANG NYURUH GUA GITU DEH NULIS BLOG HAHAHAHA  yaudah deh mending nulis tentang ide konyolnya angel.
 jadi angel itu punya ide gila tapi gua yakin kalo DIA tau pasti DIA bakalan lebih marah daripada planning gua yang gua buat. gua aja ga yakin sama idenya angel -,-

remember a few words from someone who can makes me so hurt

1. he said " the best moment with you is not the special set aside..it's the simple chat we did everyday


2. he said" i'll never find another way to say I LOVE YOU the more each day


3. he said" your love is like a shadow on me all of the time


4. he said" i'll keep your faith when it's gone


5. he said" i'll live with tou forever and i promise you i never let you hurt anymore


6. he said "without you in my live i just wouldn't be living at all


7. he said"love can build a bridge between your heart and mine


8. he said" i will take you in my arms and hold you right where you belong


BUT I KNOW THAT ALL IT'S JUST BULLSHIT BECAUSE YOU NEVER GIVE ME EVIDENCE 


i just wanna say "GOD BLESS YOU :')"


can you change your self  to be better? i hope you can, please dont make people hurt again because it was so painful.


Gua ga pernah benci sama lo karena gua udah bisa lebih sabar dan selalu coba untuk pikir positive tentang lo dan itu semua ada yang bantuin gua buat bisa sabar ;) thankyou so much ;*

WHEN YOU

when you need someone to talk, i will lend you my ear


when you need someone to cry on,i will give you my shoulder


when you need someone to hold, i will give you my hand


when you need someone to sing, i will sing just for you


Look at me and i will give you my  heart :D

its so hurt -,-

gigi bener2 sakittt :( makanya paling males klo udah disuruh ke dokter gigi -,- tapi yaa emang nasib pake behel hahahha susah banget makaann astagaa udah gua kurus bisa tambah kurus dah nih -.- amit2 ah paksain aja makan hahahha makan bubur kek apa kek daripada maag gua kambuh lagi hahahaha  okay,this is my behel with new colour :D  soalnya dia juga katanyaa mau liaaaat cuma gua males klo ngirim di bbm pasti lama -___- tapi warnanya ga keliatan juga sih di foto *maaf ya fotonya jelek :(*

PLANNING FOR 1000 WEEKS LATER :*

make a plan with someone, ini buat dia lohh ;* ,rencana yg gua buat pengen gua tulis di blog, cuma gua takut ntar dia baca trus ketauan -,-  kalo misalnya di tau gapapa deh dia marah bodoamat hahah *padahal gua sayang sama dia* wkwkkwk

rencana ini buat 1000 minggu lagi *sebenernya bukan 1000 minggu lagi tapi dalam waktu deket* tapi gatau deh jadi apa engga -.- cuma klo rencana ini jadi pasti buat dia marah,gua yakin 100% ahhahahha  bodo amaaat deh yaa hehehhe

LOVEEEE YOUUU!!!! :D

2 years| my parents

selama 2 tahun gua di jakarta cuma ber 3 sama kk gua.
orangtua gua pindah pas gua ulang tahun 2 tahun yang lalu,bisa dibayangkan orang tua pindah tepat pada saat gua ultah yang ke 13. sedihnya parah banget2an. sampe gua anggep kalo mereka ga sayang sama gua. ke sekolah aja ga niat -.- tapi semua temen2 dan michael ngasih gua support yang menurut gua cukup berlebihan hahahaha. apalagi si michael enceess dia suka ngelawak tapi sangat2 jayus wkwkwk tapi dia emang mantan yang  baik sih :)
dukungan dari semua temen2 yang buat gua semangat ke sekolah walaupun tetep berasa ditinggalin orang tua.
di sekolah gua sering banget ga ikut pelajaran malah kabur ke wc apalagi pelajarannya bu win -,- sampe gua dipanggil sama pak slamet karna sering ga ikut pelajaran bu win. nah disitu gua cerita kenapa gua jadi males2an ikut pelajaran. abis cerita pak slamet nasehatin gua supaya ubah cara berpikirnya.
yaudah pas dirumah gua pikirin yang pak slamet  bilang.setelah gua pikir2 ternyata gua udh ngelakuin hal bodoh yang nantinya cuma bisa buat orang tua gua kecewa.
gua sadar kalo orangtua gua pindah bukan kemauan mereka tapi karena mereka ada tugas disana dan gua disini dikasih tanggung jawab sama mereka buat ngelakuin hal yang baik. gua ditinggal karena mereka bisa percaya sama gua klo gua bisa hidup mandiri  *sok bijak ya* hihihii..
mereka udah baik banget buat gua rela bolak balik jayapura-jakarta-,-
tapi tiap kali gua nanya "ma,pa ga capek apa bolak balik jypura-jkt?" nyokap "yaa..namanya jg pengorbanan"
pas nyokap ngomong gitu gua speechless gabisa ngomong apa2 lagi.

gua emang gabisa bales pengorbanan mereka yang udh banyak banget buat gua tapi gua selalu pengen nunjukin prestasi gua ke mereka dan gua bener2 pengen ngebahagiain merekaaaaa :') cuma itu yang bisa gua lakuin buat mereka :") love you so much and miss you so damn much mom dad :" <3

i love it when you:

give me surprises
give me your jacket when i'm cold
hug me from behind
act stupid just to make me smile
tell me i'm pretty when i know i'm not
send GOOD MORNING and GOOD NIGHT texts
call just to say you love me
share storie to your friends about me
try to make a love better
ask my opinion before you doing something
make me feel i complete you

OUR FRIENDSHIP

gua sama nike sebenernya udah temenan daru kita SD.cuma pas smp kita pisah dan ga pernah contact2an. pas SD kita emang ga terlalu deket tapi sering main bareng juga.nah pas mau masuk sma, alumni sd bbm di group dan ngomongin tentang sekolah sma yang kita mau. dan wanda bilang kalo eunike sama ellen bakal masuk di penabur juga. jujur aja sih gua lupa sama eunike,mukanya aja bener2 lupa,tapi klo ellen masih inget 100% hahhaha. nah pas ketemu dia nyapa gua dan gua juga nyapa dia tapi gua ga tau kalo itu eunike.tapi bodo amatlah sok2 inget aja hahhaaa.
lama2 gua inget tentang dia, apalagi pas mau taplak meja karena dia dulu paring sering kalah.
trus inget banget pas pelajaran agama pasti eunike di pangku sama guru agama *padahal guru agamanya cowok -,-* hahhahahahaha.
tapi sekarang gua sama nike jadi deket banget2aaann :D tapi dia juga sering gua marahin sih wkwkwwk

THAT SHOULD BE ME

THIS SONG DEDICATED FOR HIM  :)

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy

Do you do what you did, what you did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me?
'Cause baby, I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me

That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies?
Whatcha doing to me?

You're taken' him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working 'cause you know

That, that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me

That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that should be me

I need to know should I fight for our love or disown?
It's getting harder to shield this pain in my heart, ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me

That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that that should be me, ooh

Holding your hand, that should be me
The one making you laugh, oh baby
Oh, that should be me, yeah

That should be me, giving you flowers
That should be me, talking for hours
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me

Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
Never should've let you go
That should be me

Never should've let you go
Never should've let you go
That should be me

Don't Ever lost contact with someone you love, you'll 

never know what's gonna happen the next day, or the

day after that.. 

 
Even a single "hi" or a "good morning" Before you 

know that someone is no longer there....

gowes friends

ini adalah teman2ku kalo lagi gowesss anaknya asik2 loooh hahaahaha ini foto lagi rumah gembul. disitu kita abis gowes dari sevel pi :) awalnya kita ngumpul di mcd. dan disitu juga gua kecelakaan -,-
pas nyampe di mcd temen2 gua pada nanya kenapa kaki gua berdarah tapi gua gabisa jawab karena masih gemetaran hahaha. trus nike langsung bawa gua ke toilet dan dia yang bersiin kaki gua pas dia bersiin,gua bener2 speechless gabisa mikir apa2 karen masih shock. abis di bersiin dia beli betadine sama hansaplast di indomaret depan mcd. abis itu dia ngobatin luka gua hahhaa BAIK SEKALII EUNIKE :***
pas semua udh ngumpul gua memutuskan untuk tetep ikut gowes ke sevel.akhirnya gua cao pake sepeda rexy.
nah pas di jalan tiba2 shaniita jatoh dari sepeda tapi untungnya dia jatoh di genangan air jai lukanya ga terlalu parah.trus lanjut gowes.sampe di sevel baju gua sama gembul yang paling kotor dan itu udah bener2 kayak bocah kampung hahahha udah gitu masuk sevel dan gua ngotorin lantainya hehehee.
abis dari sevel kita balik ke mcd makan trus cao ke rumah gembul :D
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ABOUT HIM

dia yang awalnya gua anggep sahabat malah sekarang gua suka sama dia. orangnya emang baik tapi gua lebih suka karena dia orangnya sabar banget. dia yang selalui  ngasih support ke gua apalagi kalo tentang seseorang yang udah nyakitin gua. kalo dibilang nyesel ya nyesel banget bisa sayang sama si J, tapi dia ngubah gua jadi orang yang bisa berpikir positive tentang J. 

 dia yang bisa buat gua ngelupain J dengan waktu yang ga lama,tapi dulu pas lagi galau gara2 J,tiap hari dia ngasih support lewat pepatah2 konyolnya hahahaha. gua seneng dia bisa jadi sahabat yang baik banget.

gua ga pernah mau maksa dia buat suka gua tapi gua cuma mau dia tau kalo dia berarti buat gua :)

waktu itu dia juga beliin sesuatu yang bener2 berarti dan sampe sekarang barang itu masih gua simpen di lemari dan ga pernah gua pake.

gua bersyukur banget bisa kenal sama dia bahkan deket sama dia.

big thanks to my God 

MOVE ON

how do i end up in the same old place

faced again with the same mistakes

so stubborn thinkin i know what is right

but lifes proves that lead me nowhere

how do i expect to get there

but when will i learn to hust put you first

i come to you now when i need you

but why do i wait to come see you

i always try to to this on my own 

but i was wrong causeon with you

can i move on

DREAMS

struggle based on the presence of a dream, someone will do anything to achieve her dreams. but the obstacles that must befaced by the limitations that he had but only the wise girl who can turn limitations into an advantage for the fight her dreams.there's many factor  can support our dreams are family, friends, people we love and most importantly the blessing of God. 

MY BELOVED FRIENDS

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